" I am st!ll searchiNg "

I am still searching which phase of 'life' I am in ?

I am still asking GOD, "have I committed any sin ?" ..

Remembring those lively childhood days

now wailing to get some right ways ..

Its high time now and the life is still undecided

getting frustrated I feel like being retarded ..

The lugubrious days under the clouds are lyk never ending

the dream flight is like heading towards a crashed landing ..

When will this winter of my life take a leave

when will the monsoon of my life bring on that lovely breeze ..

How to fight out this gale running against me

where to find those moments that I wish to see ..

Its a miserable life, living on the edge , in a dark cold night

wanting to get these dark clouds out of my sight ..

[miss those moments :) ]

Those watery eyes, with a smile on the face

that standing tall after winning the race ..

When moments matter the most and not the milestones

when I, with myself was never left alone ..

I want to walk on that path that takes me to my destination

I want to feel those droplets of rain that gives me the sense of celebration ..

When will be the beauty of my dreams turn into reality

when will the day arrive, that this world would be the, my world of fantasy ..

[ few things forces us to write .. bt this one is nt a forceful writing bt ya , its a heartful writing .. .. I wrote this one a long tym bak bt nevr found tym to replicate my feelings on this dash board nd so, here it is.. bt I found it nw .. ;) ]